It's Wednesday morning and the house is quiet. Shortly, I'll be setting out to physical therapy. I'm caught by a melancholy this morning that feels a bit like Stevie Nicks' song, "Landslide".
Thoughts, observations, musings, encouragements, exhortations, and occasional rants from an Anglican Parish Deacon.
Wednesday, April 27, 2022
Saturday, April 16, 2022
Reflections in Holy Week -- Holy Saturday
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The Harrowing of Hell - Fra Angelico c. 1430's |
This morning, much of the Church is observing what's known as Holy Saturday, a reflective interval between Good Friday and the Pascha, or Easter Sunday. While Scripture seems to be silent on today, it's been recognized since the dawn of the Church, known to us in Latin as the Descensus Christi ad Inferos , where the Christ "Descended to Hell" as attested to in both the Apostles' and Athanasian Creeds. To say Scripture is silent on this is not entirely accurate because Saints Peter and Paul speak to this event and its purpose in their epistles.
This descent is unlike any other thats been recorded within or outside the realm of time. Lucifer and his fallen angels were violently cast down into the underworld and the unredeemed are by nature compelled to descend there, Jesus did so willingly and obediently on His continuing mission from the Cross to the Throne. Quantitatively, He spent little more than a day in this region of the dead in what was essentially gathering the first fruits of the atonement into His eternal presence. From this moment onward the Just, or those who lived their lives by faith in The Almighty would never have to experience this descent into the abyss but rather, immediately enter into the light and presence of The Father.
Saint Paul spoke to this moment in his letter to the Church at Ephesus where he declared:
(In saying, "He ascended," what does it mean but that he had also descended into the lower regions, the earth? He who descended is the one who also ascended far above all the heavens, that he might fill all things.) - Eph 4:9-10 ESVSaint Peter further speaks to this in his first epistle:
For this is why the gospel was preached even to those who are dead, that though judged in the flesh the way people are, they might live in the spirit the way God does. - 1Pe 4:6 ESV
The theological impact of Holy Saturday is monumental, yet the day serves to teach a lesson thats closer to our everyday lives. Let's consider the lives of Christ's remaining eleven Apostles and his other disciples. Yesterday, they witnessed the horrific slaughter of their master who breathed his final breath naked, bloodied, and impaled upon a Roman cross. The day had been darkened either through a total solar eclipse or some supernatural agency. Their city was rocked by an earthquake and there were reports of paranormal activities with sightings of the dead. Then, their master was sealed into a tomb and under Roman guard in a seeming cold finality. Now, on the morning of the seventh day they rested, wrestling with grief, shock, disappointment, and a plethora of questions and emotion. Yet within the next twenty-four hours, their lives would be seismically and irrevocably altered.
Holy Saturday teaches us that no matter how dire or final a situation may be, our stories are still being written by the Master of time and eternity. While we see moments, he has already seen the our outcome.
Let's rest in this truth.
Friday, April 15, 2022
Good Friday -- Reflections
From the Book of Common Prayer:
Almighty God, we pray you graciously to behold this your family, for whom our Lord Jesus Christ was willing to be betrayed, and given into the hands of sinners, and to suffer death upon the cross; who now lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.
Today's Gospel passage is extremely long, recapturing the Passion narrative that was read at All Saints' this past Sunday. I'm sharing a portion of that large passage to accompany our thoughts in this moment.
While I'd certain no one those reading this today has actually witnessed a Crucifixion, yet most have seen one or more theatrical or cinematic dramatizations of the event. Many of these dramatic recreations are relatively sterilized while some are extremely graphic and visceral. But the bloodiest depiction fails to capture the horrors of a roman crucifixion, an execution engineered to inflict one of the worst terrible deaths a human may endure. The Gospels capture a sense of this in their description of how the Roman execution detail broke the legs of two of the sufferer's in order to accelerate their end.
Our portion of Saint John 19 captures the Christ, in the moments leading to His death upon the cross:
"When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to his mother, "Woman, behold, your son!" Then he said to the disciple, "Behold, your mother!" And from that hour the disciple took her to his own home. After this, Jesus, knowing that all was now finished, said (to fulfill the Scripture), "I thirst." A jar full of sour wine stood there, so they put a sponge full of the sour wine on a hyssop branch and held it to his mouth. When Jesus had received the sour wine, he said, "It is finished," and he bowed his head and gave up his spirit." John 19:26-30 (ESV)It was approaching 3:00 PM in Jerusalem. It could likely have been 68 Degrees Fahrenheit or 20C and fair on any given day, but this was an afternoon like no other. Three hours prior, an unnatural darkness enveloped Jerusalem that held the city in the grip of twilight. In this gloom, each breath taken by the master took the full measure of his strength as he strained against the nails to fill his lungs. No doubt, he was dehydrated and in shock from being beaten and awake for 33 hours. For all of this, the Christ WOULD NOT die until his mission was complete.
In these moments, Jesus scans the perimeter, and sees his Disciple John Bar Zebedee with Mary, his Mother. He commends his mother into John's care while comforting his mother that John would care for her. Now, his thirst slaked by the sour wine, Jesus was able to cry out in a loud voice that the redemption of the Creation was complete. His words captured the sense that our sin debt at that moment was now paid in full.
Monday, April 27, 2020
The Emmaus Moment
Saturday, April 11, 2020
Forty Day Reflections -- Lent 2020
Lent began in the Dark. Literally, for me Lent began at 4:45 AM on Ash Wednesday as I rose to prepare for the 6:30 & 8:00 AM Observances at All-Saint's. On that day too, I would encounter another type of darkness after arriving at work and discovering that in a Post-Christian world, far too many have absolutely no knowledge of Ash Wednesday. I was met with curious stares until one woman asked "what's that on on your face? Did you forget to wash this morning?' Trying to keep it light, I smiled and said I bumped up against my own mortality. "Ohh, did it hurt?" she replied in a tone of concern. From here I knew she had now context for the ashes on my forehead and it opened a door to share the season of Lent with her, explaining how may followers Christ observe this season as a time to fast, pray, and reflect in these weeks leading to the Easter season.
Lent in Lockdown. At Lent's onset, the COVID-19 was on another Continent and effecting "other people". Little did we know, that in two short weeks our Republic would seize up and grind to a halt. Many were now watching their retirement portfolios evaporate as Stock Markets around the world cratered. People were compelled to self distance and stay apart. Churches ceased to gather for corporate worship. March 15th saw our final public gathering and inwardly, I grieved for the saints who were being placed under interdict by reactionary public officials and denied the comfort of the Sacraments and the benedictions of their priests. A bright light in this darkness was being part of a technology-gifted parish that was able to employ existing technical resources in order to either prerecord or livestream the Holy Week from All-Saints. In fact, tonight I'll be watching myself in the Easter Vigil.
You can't pursue a Holy Lent in your Own Strength. Of all the takeaways from Lent 2020, for me this was the greatest. All my attempts at this in years past we abysmal failures. Like Charlie Brown, I'd run headlong towards the football only to have it yanked away. Simply put, you'll find yourself incapable of ever doing this in your own strength. Experientially, I was reminded in this season, the deeper one leans on the Spirit, the easier this pursuit becomes.
Sunday, March 22, 2020
Sunday, March 01, 2020
On the First Sunday in Lent -- Walking the Via Christi
Five days ago, many followers of Christ set off on their Lenten journey, but this wasn’t always the case for the Church. In the earliest days of the Church, Lent would have started tomorrow. This observance existed until the sixth century, when in the west, the start of lent shifted backwards to the preceding Wednesday. In this, Lent would consist of forty weekdays. Interestingly, our Eastern brothers and sisters continue to begin their “great Lent” tomorrow. Much has changed in the millennia following its inception. Today, for the irreligious, Lent has become the fodder for crass jokes and banal humor. For much of Western Evangelicalism, Lent is dismissed outright as something “Catholics do”. Mockers will continue to mock this season of Lent. Yet for all of those who name Jesus as their redeemer, in their dismissal of the Lenten season, rob themselves of a great blessing. This season of Lent is integral to our spiritual lives as Anglicans, allowing to take forty days of intentional devotion to our Lord. Within our Prayer Books, we see an unambiguous call to this proactive consideration to a Call to a Holy Lent. In this, we read of the purposeful activities that the greater Church engaged herself with. It was a time when Catechumens, those desiring to become children of the Almighty, received instruction in the faith they were preparing to profess. While others, those who had committed grievous sin, underwent church discipline and awaited reconciliation as they bore fruits of true repentance.
Monday, January 20, 2020
The First Sunday after Epiphany (2) -- To Fulfill All Righteousess
Then Jesus came from Galilee to the Jordan to John, to be baptized by him. John would have prevented him, saying, "I need to be baptized by you, and do you come to me?" But Jesus answered him, "Let it be so now, for thus it is fitting for us to fulfill all righteousness." Then he consented. And when Jesus was baptized, immediately he went up from the water, and behold, the heavens were opened to him, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and coming to rest on him; and behold, a voice from heaven said, "This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased."Mat 3:13-17 (ESV)I wanted to share the audio from last Sunday's homily.